I typed some stuff (depressed stuff) on my phone just now, which I wanted to blog about.
And then, I decided not to afterall.
It just suddenly dawned upon me that, The Internet is such an open place.
Everything you post about, is pretty much open to everyone in this world.
People can use what you say as evidence against you.
People can use what you say to judge you.
People can edit the photos you post up.
Its pretty dangerous if you think about it, like someone suing you with what you say on your blog, which by right is a place for you to vent or express your honest feelings.
Like if you type "I feel like killing xxx" AND Xxx dies! Omgggggg. scary.
And then, by what you say, people will just form opinions of you. I think its really unfair, and its jsut sucks to have a preformed opinion of you before you even have a chance to interact with the person, and just, for all you know you guys could make great friends if not of your blog.
And, your photos could even be edited into some nude photographs, or women with big boobs, or smth like that. You'd be amazed at the wonders of photoshop and how real it could look.
The bottom line is. Whatever you post is very much for everyone's and anyone consumption.
After considering all of these points, I made my mind up never to:
(1) Try and be a keyboard warrior and tag negative stuff anonymous. I'd come clean about it. I have done smth like that before. It was during computing class, there's this girl that my friends and I often judge, and being me (you know me) I tagged anonymously on her blog. Didn't insult her or anyth, I know better then that. BUT, I made a useless comment, smth funny, and come to think of it. real stupid.
(2) Think before you submit! Yeaaa, before I click post or have anything up on the internet next time, I'd make sure its not offensive or unsafe. Hahhahah, I'm gna take care of my own well-being from now on.
I sure don't want to end up being a cyber-victim, so you shld consider these points too!(:
ANYWAY. YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY!
I, yes I, am off to Taiwan tomorrow! *Sings"tomorrow, tommorow..."
I'd be back on 2nd of December, so meanwhile! Try and miss me.
I'd take photos which will be up on fb when I'm back, as soon as I feel like it alright!
Just went to Aunty Sabrina's to collect the T-shirt Jiawei Jiejie-painted for all of us to wear the same shirt. Its really really cool.
I'm gna shoppp and eat as much as I like when I'm there, so I'm figuring I'd end up with alot of new things to my closet and shoe rack when I'm back.
Yessss, loads of $$$, but anything to make a girl happy(:
When I'm back :
Outings with babeys and the Jewels.
Campppp!
Christmas Celebrations
Sleepoverrr?!?!
Holiday Homework/ Packing for 2010 (I guess, we DO need to get to this part, sniffs)
CYA ALL WHEN I GET MY BUTT BACK IN SG.
Will text the babes before I takeofffff!
P.S: Dear God, PLEASE LET ME MEET CHUAN HUI!!! Muahahhahahhahhaha(:
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Round and Round the Mulberry bush.
There really isn't much for me to blog about these days.
I've jsut been hanging arnd at home, nanny-ing my lil' brother, AND
Waiting for Sundayyyyy! Yeah!
I'll be in Taiwan for 11 freakin' days people. I finished packing and everything, I'm so damn excited, AND My jacket arrived!
So yea people, go visit http://clothes-themes.weebly.com if you like anything there you can either order through me, so you wouldn't have to wait for it to arrive through mail. I'd pass it to you in school or smth OR you can do according to standard procedures, JUST QUOTE MY NAME. Yepppp! just type in "Daryl" in the mailing address column okay!(: Oh BUT, you guys have to pay me first alright! Or my mum would kill me or smth, I'm really trying to prove through this that I CAN MANAGE MY FINANCES. I don't wna end up losing money, spending ppl's money by accident or not counting money right. That's a big no-no.
Anyway, I went to Toa Payoh just now to see Dr Wee, and trained back to Kembangan with my brother. The rain was Oh Boy, heavy, so we decided to cab home. On the cab, the uncle asked me for directions. And I was like "Ohhhh, dearrrr. I have freakin' no idea" Luckilly, my brother knows the way.. Hahhahah, yea. Its pretty ironic considering how I travel so often to places, but I'm sortof blur and not at all observant. Afterall, I'm normally with friends who knows their way around. And my brother is sixxx! Hahhaha, I guess he would make a good driver next time, while I'd prolly get lost trying to get to places, and with bad map reading skills. So from now on, I'm gna try my best to take note of how to get to places when I'm in the car, instead of sleeping, blasting Lady Gaga, listening to 91.3 or just day-dreaming... (Cross my fingers I'd keep to the plan)
So anyway, I'm starting to get worried, no holiday h/w done. I still have Taiwan, Camp and Outings. Ahhhhhh, this suckszxszx.
Loveya all!(: (Nerds or not, yay Bridget)
I've jsut been hanging arnd at home, nanny-ing my lil' brother, AND
Waiting for Sundayyyyy! Yeah!
I'll be in Taiwan for 11 freakin' days people. I finished packing and everything, I'm so damn excited, AND My jacket arrived!
So yea people, go visit http://clothes-themes.weebly.com if you like anything there you can either order through me, so you wouldn't have to wait for it to arrive through mail. I'd pass it to you in school or smth OR you can do according to standard procedures, JUST QUOTE MY NAME. Yepppp! just type in "Daryl" in the mailing address column okay!(: Oh BUT, you guys have to pay me first alright! Or my mum would kill me or smth, I'm really trying to prove through this that I CAN MANAGE MY FINANCES. I don't wna end up losing money, spending ppl's money by accident or not counting money right. That's a big no-no.
Anyway, I went to Toa Payoh just now to see Dr Wee, and trained back to Kembangan with my brother. The rain was Oh Boy, heavy, so we decided to cab home. On the cab, the uncle asked me for directions. And I was like "Ohhhh, dearrrr. I have freakin' no idea" Luckilly, my brother knows the way.. Hahhahah, yea. Its pretty ironic considering how I travel so often to places, but I'm sortof blur and not at all observant. Afterall, I'm normally with friends who knows their way around. And my brother is sixxx! Hahhaha, I guess he would make a good driver next time, while I'd prolly get lost trying to get to places, and with bad map reading skills. So from now on, I'm gna try my best to take note of how to get to places when I'm in the car, instead of sleeping, blasting Lady Gaga, listening to 91.3 or just day-dreaming... (Cross my fingers I'd keep to the plan)
So anyway, I'm starting to get worried, no holiday h/w done. I still have Taiwan, Camp and Outings. Ahhhhhh, this suckszxszx.
Loveya all!(: (Nerds or not, yay Bridget)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Year 3!
I deleted my previous crappy/unorganized post. Let me start all over again..
Omggg, Yay! I'm posted to 3C. When I first saw the class allocations, I was like:
"WTH are you freakin' serious?! What no wayyy! That's so unfairrrr. E$@^@^%"
That's cos' 3C this year is a double sci single humanities class, which was soo not what I applied for. I really wanted to take 8units cos' I know I can do it.
Apparently, the classes shifted abit here and there, so hahahah. 3C is a double double combi.
YAY!(: I'm still upset I didn't get LA and Lit for SBGE cos' I did feel like these are my stronger subjects which I can develop on. But then again, when I first applied for this Combi, I expected it. SBGE for this is prolly only offered, or mainly offered to trip sci lit.
yea, okay. so I got over that fact, and went through the list again and again to check out my new classmates.
I'm so glad and thankful for making it into the same class as Mel, Des and Zhaoru. I'm sure we'll be having loads of fun babes!(:
I guess there is nothing I can complain about for getting my first choice combi, and a good class(to begin with), I just feel abit empty inside right now.
Like, I don't really know what to expect, and neither do I wna mess up my year 3 and year 4 years. I don't want it to scar me for life or smth.
So as much as I do wna come across as genuine, and have my true personality shown to my new classmates, I feel that I'd need to set some guidelines for myself and try not to offend anyone.
Not that I have at this point of time, but let's put it this way, I'd wna forge even closer bonds with people, and try to eliminate talk.
So next yearrrr! other than with my closest closest friends, I'll really try hard not to talk bad about anyone or gossip, whateverrr. I'll try and be really really nice to all my classmates, and be a great source of encouragement and Sunshine! (hahahah, yeaaa, sunshine!)
Even in my most stressed out times, I shall not AP people.
I know its all I try I try I try, but I will, really! I'll really go all out to become a better person next year. God will bless me, Jesus will be proud of me!(:
I really wna have a fruitful two years with my new classmates, learning and having so much fun.
But above it all, I still wna manage my academics and other aspects of my life well.
I will gear myself up this holidays, and work hard again next year!
I know I always end up with times where I'd just throw everything away, not wna study anymore or just break down and not wna move anywhere but stay there, where I'm comfortable feeling good in.
So, I'm really crossing my fingers and praying tht I'll get over these periods quick, and stand back again on my feet.
The journey in DHS is not gna be an easy one, expectations, commitments, achievements could be my stepping stones to a succesful life, yet at the same time, they could be what causes me to crumble. I'm gna think hard about it, fit my life pieces together, next year with a new class its gna be better.. I'm not gna let anybody deter me for I don't wna end up living with regret. There's so much more to life than that!
So everyone, let's do the same alrightttt! Meanwhile, enjoy holidays, party hard, and gear yourself both mentally and physically (not to mention: FINSIH HOLIDAY H/W) hahahhahahhahhahahah, love you all!(:
oh, for those who are not to happy about the allocations, cheer up, there's more to life than grades, use what you have well. Eventually, life is gna end up in a box. All those pieces of your life, everything you have done, have fun, felt sad, been happy, we're all gna die. Wna know, so what happens next? Where to go from there? Wna find THAT meaning of your life? Text me, I know the answer to it all. Sorry I can't post these up here, its abit inconvenient and could backfire. So just text me if you have always been feeling like you're doing life for nothing, the typical "what the hell am I doing this for, where would good grades, a successful career, a beautiful family lead me?"
BYE PEOPLE, with loads of love!<3
3C 2010~!
Omggg, Yay! I'm posted to 3C. When I first saw the class allocations, I was like:
"WTH are you freakin' serious?! What no wayyy! That's so unfairrrr. E$@^@^%"
That's cos' 3C this year is a double sci single humanities class, which was soo not what I applied for. I really wanted to take 8units cos' I know I can do it.
Apparently, the classes shifted abit here and there, so hahahah. 3C is a double double combi.
YAY!(: I'm still upset I didn't get LA and Lit for SBGE cos' I did feel like these are my stronger subjects which I can develop on. But then again, when I first applied for this Combi, I expected it. SBGE for this is prolly only offered, or mainly offered to trip sci lit.
yea, okay. so I got over that fact, and went through the list again and again to check out my new classmates.
I'm so glad and thankful for making it into the same class as Mel, Des and Zhaoru. I'm sure we'll be having loads of fun babes!(:
I guess there is nothing I can complain about for getting my first choice combi, and a good class(to begin with), I just feel abit empty inside right now.
Like, I don't really know what to expect, and neither do I wna mess up my year 3 and year 4 years. I don't want it to scar me for life or smth.
So as much as I do wna come across as genuine, and have my true personality shown to my new classmates, I feel that I'd need to set some guidelines for myself and try not to offend anyone.
Not that I have at this point of time, but let's put it this way, I'd wna forge even closer bonds with people, and try to eliminate talk.
So next yearrrr! other than with my closest closest friends, I'll really try hard not to talk bad about anyone or gossip, whateverrr. I'll try and be really really nice to all my classmates, and be a great source of encouragement and Sunshine! (hahahah, yeaaa, sunshine!)
Even in my most stressed out times, I shall not AP people.
I know its all I try I try I try, but I will, really! I'll really go all out to become a better person next year. God will bless me, Jesus will be proud of me!(:
I really wna have a fruitful two years with my new classmates, learning and having so much fun.
But above it all, I still wna manage my academics and other aspects of my life well.
I will gear myself up this holidays, and work hard again next year!
I know I always end up with times where I'd just throw everything away, not wna study anymore or just break down and not wna move anywhere but stay there, where I'm comfortable feeling good in.
So, I'm really crossing my fingers and praying tht I'll get over these periods quick, and stand back again on my feet.
The journey in DHS is not gna be an easy one, expectations, commitments, achievements could be my stepping stones to a succesful life, yet at the same time, they could be what causes me to crumble. I'm gna think hard about it, fit my life pieces together, next year with a new class its gna be better.. I'm not gna let anybody deter me for I don't wna end up living with regret. There's so much more to life than that!
So everyone, let's do the same alrightttt! Meanwhile, enjoy holidays, party hard, and gear yourself both mentally and physically (not to mention: FINSIH HOLIDAY H/W) hahahhahahhahhahahah, love you all!(:
oh, for those who are not to happy about the allocations, cheer up, there's more to life than grades, use what you have well. Eventually, life is gna end up in a box. All those pieces of your life, everything you have done, have fun, felt sad, been happy, we're all gna die. Wna know, so what happens next? Where to go from there? Wna find THAT meaning of your life? Text me, I know the answer to it all. Sorry I can't post these up here, its abit inconvenient and could backfire. So just text me if you have always been feeling like you're doing life for nothing, the typical "what the hell am I doing this for, where would good grades, a successful career, a beautiful family lead me?"
BYE PEOPLE, with loads of love!<3
3C 2010~!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I need you.
Subj Combi/Class allocation tmr. Excited, yet nervous. Oh boyyyyyy
Taiwan on Sunday, a few things left to pack. Can't wait, I'll be back after 11 days(:
Gna rest well these few days cos' I dk why but I've been feeling really stressed out, tired and restless lately.
I wna be on my best when I go to Taiwan. (Which reminds me, still haven't packed my bikini for the hot spring. there's so many things left to do laaa!)
Anyway, still have math and chinese EOY homework.
Damnit. I know I need to do it for there's gna be a math quiz on it and the chinese stuff is surely gna contribute to CA's Grades.
Arghhhhh, I'm so irritated now, I can't believe everything's that happening, and I don't understand why I never have sweet dreams every night. Ughhh.
Bye, I'm gna end this useless post here. there. Jazz Exam tdy was fine (I guess, lovely examiner)
Taiwan on Sunday, a few things left to pack. Can't wait, I'll be back after 11 days(:
Gna rest well these few days cos' I dk why but I've been feeling really stressed out, tired and restless lately.
I wna be on my best when I go to Taiwan. (Which reminds me, still haven't packed my bikini for the hot spring. there's so many things left to do laaa!)
Anyway, still have math and chinese EOY homework.
Damnit. I know I need to do it for there's gna be a math quiz on it and the chinese stuff is surely gna contribute to CA's Grades.
Arghhhhh, I'm so irritated now, I can't believe everything's that happening, and I don't understand why I never have sweet dreams every night. Ughhh.
Bye, I'm gna end this useless post here. there. Jazz Exam tdy was fine (I guess, lovely examiner)
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Pieces from here and there...
Short Update! (Don't really feel like posting)
WELCOME BACK FROM CHIANGMAI SCs! (esp. sabbieweileebridget)
Aching from badminton game yesterday.
CONT. Sending me your addresses! for christmas/farewell cards
Jazz Exam's on tues, tmr's the Final Lap of preparation(Did I mention I'd be doing the exam alone?)
Can't wait for Sleepover with the Jewels!
I think Bridget's such a nerd (hahhahah, I'm sure she's reading this)
The journey's full of ups and downs, right now, I'm backsliding. Damnit.
I finished packing for Taiwannnnn! Next Sunday baby. (Maybe I'll meet CH there!!!!)
Loveyouall and cya around!(:(:(:
WELCOME BACK FROM CHIANGMAI SCs! (esp. sabbieweileebridget)
Aching from badminton game yesterday.
CONT. Sending me your addresses! for christmas/farewell cards
Jazz Exam's on tues, tmr's the Final Lap of preparation(Did I mention I'd be doing the exam alone?)
Can't wait for Sleepover with the Jewels!
I think Bridget's such a nerd (hahhahah, I'm sure she's reading this)
The journey's full of ups and downs, right now, I'm backsliding. Damnit.
I finished packing for Taiwannnnn! Next Sunday baby. (Maybe I'll meet CH there!!!!)
Loveyouall and cya around!(:(:(:
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Roll around in the ditch
The typical Holiday-day.
Occupied myself today with dramas and Reader's Digest.
Couldn't go for dance cos' I had Jiang (yay, last lesson of the year!)
Jazz Exam next tues, I'm using one week to pick everything up cos' of some problems the last few weeks. But I guess this whole episode allowed me to learn smthn which could bring me a long way and prevent future occurences.
Since he gave me the courage, I'm sure he'd make a way(:
I hope I get at least Honours since I am taking only one week to learn up the whole syllabus.
Tmr's NANNY DAY for me(:
I'll be staying at home to take care of my brotherdoo.
Here's my list of instructions from my mummymoo!
(1) Dress him (make sure he wears his belt properly), help him gel his hair, make him look handsome
(2) walk him to school (make sure he gets there by 3pm)
(3) Be ready by 5.30pm (I'm gna watch my brother's graduation concerttt!)
Haha, which totally floods me with memories of my k2 graduation...
The sweet, innocent me would be going on stage, shaking hands with the mayor and receiving 2nd in class!!! (wow, i know)
Shaking hands with the mayor at that time seemed like such a grand thing, but now when I look back, I suddenly realised how foolish I was.
I woke up earrrrrllllyyyy to get my hair up into two pigtails (I had super long hair to my butt then), got dressed, it was an open event.
I rmbr how I pulled out of this Indian Dance Item I was supposed to be doing cos' of THE COSTUME. Hahhhhaah, yes, the costume is like a sports bra with long pants. And I was so super scared I didn't want to show others my tummy. So I cried and wailed and cried and wailed and pleaded for my mum to tell my teacher I don't wna go.
But then when I saw my other friends (we were actually specially picked) I got jealous... I should have done it! Hahhaha, I was so innocent and stupid then...
And so for the whole time during the ceremony I was drinking free orange juice catered by Macdonalds, until FINALLY it was my time to go on stage to receive the award.
Which was a board game, -.- Which I always took out to flaunt to my cousins when they crashed at my house for a period of time after that.
Oh, the silly me.
So, I guess I'll do my announcements again cos' its working and people have been texting me(:
SEND ME YOUR ADDRESSES FOR CHRISTMAS CARDS anyone and everyone.
(for bellancans its gna be a farewell letter too, sniffs)
Anyone knows where to get Piano Scores to Bless the Broken Road -Rascal Flatts and Jesus take the Wheel -Carrie Underwood.
TEXT ME PEOPLE(:
Meanwhile, I'll go work on my 100 things to do before I die. If I manage to work things out by tonight, I'll have it posted.
Toodles!(:
Occupied myself today with dramas and Reader's Digest.
Couldn't go for dance cos' I had Jiang (yay, last lesson of the year!)
Jazz Exam next tues, I'm using one week to pick everything up cos' of some problems the last few weeks. But I guess this whole episode allowed me to learn smthn which could bring me a long way and prevent future occurences.
Since he gave me the courage, I'm sure he'd make a way(:
I hope I get at least Honours since I am taking only one week to learn up the whole syllabus.
Tmr's NANNY DAY for me(:
I'll be staying at home to take care of my brotherdoo.
Here's my list of instructions from my mummymoo!
(1) Dress him (make sure he wears his belt properly), help him gel his hair, make him look handsome
(2) walk him to school (make sure he gets there by 3pm)
(3) Be ready by 5.30pm (I'm gna watch my brother's graduation concerttt!)
Haha, which totally floods me with memories of my k2 graduation...
The sweet, innocent me would be going on stage, shaking hands with the mayor and receiving 2nd in class!!! (wow, i know)
Shaking hands with the mayor at that time seemed like such a grand thing, but now when I look back, I suddenly realised how foolish I was.
I woke up earrrrrllllyyyy to get my hair up into two pigtails (I had super long hair to my butt then), got dressed, it was an open event.
I rmbr how I pulled out of this Indian Dance Item I was supposed to be doing cos' of THE COSTUME. Hahhhhaah, yes, the costume is like a sports bra with long pants. And I was so super scared I didn't want to show others my tummy. So I cried and wailed and cried and wailed and pleaded for my mum to tell my teacher I don't wna go.
But then when I saw my other friends (we were actually specially picked) I got jealous... I should have done it! Hahhaha, I was so innocent and stupid then...
And so for the whole time during the ceremony I was drinking free orange juice catered by Macdonalds, until FINALLY it was my time to go on stage to receive the award.
Which was a board game, -.- Which I always took out to flaunt to my cousins when they crashed at my house for a period of time after that.
Oh, the silly me.
So, I guess I'll do my announcements again cos' its working and people have been texting me(:
SEND ME YOUR ADDRESSES FOR CHRISTMAS CARDS anyone and everyone.
(for bellancans its gna be a farewell letter too, sniffs)
Anyone knows where to get Piano Scores to Bless the Broken Road -Rascal Flatts and Jesus take the Wheel -Carrie Underwood.
TEXT ME PEOPLE(:
Meanwhile, I'll go work on my 100 things to do before I die. If I manage to work things out by tonight, I'll have it posted.
Toodles!(:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Thanks be to him!
Today has been a wonderful dayyy...
My faith was renewed, yet again.
For he pulled me through, and gave me strength to face up to what I need.
He sent me my mother, he sent me Ms Lee, he sent me Yanting!<3
I never felt so afraid, but yet he was there to pull me through my darkest hours,
I prayed, he gave me courage.
I totally understand what Jess meant now when she says he gives you what you need, never what you want.
I'm so glad I made used of what he gave to do what was right.
And since he put things this way, he made a way.
Everyone who were originally unreasonable became reasonable again, everything turned out right.
If only I had placed my trust in him and gave him my all earlier,
but I guess all that I went through was part of his plans, MY FAITH IS RENEWED!
Sometimes I feel so unworthy, sometimes there are ups, sometimes there are down.
But always, there is him. Slowly by slowly, I will grow.
I know this is not the end of the downs, but now I have someone to walk it with me...
I'd bet the devil is crying out loud now, heeheehee.
I just needed to post this to proclaim to the world, its absolutely okay if you don't get it.
You would if you had been through it though! (and if you have been through it, boy, we're the blessed chosen ones, YAY)
Have a great day like I did people!(:
And yet again: Addresses please!
My faith was renewed, yet again.
For he pulled me through, and gave me strength to face up to what I need.
He sent me my mother, he sent me Ms Lee, he sent me Yanting!<3
I never felt so afraid, but yet he was there to pull me through my darkest hours,
I prayed, he gave me courage.
I totally understand what Jess meant now when she says he gives you what you need, never what you want.
I'm so glad I made used of what he gave to do what was right.
And since he put things this way, he made a way.
Everyone who were originally unreasonable became reasonable again, everything turned out right.
If only I had placed my trust in him and gave him my all earlier,
but I guess all that I went through was part of his plans, MY FAITH IS RENEWED!
Sometimes I feel so unworthy, sometimes there are ups, sometimes there are down.
But always, there is him. Slowly by slowly, I will grow.
I know this is not the end of the downs, but now I have someone to walk it with me...
I'd bet the devil is crying out loud now, heeheehee.
I just needed to post this to proclaim to the world, its absolutely okay if you don't get it.
You would if you had been through it though! (and if you have been through it, boy, we're the blessed chosen ones, YAY)
Have a great day like I did people!(:
And yet again: Addresses please!
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